i haven been writing for ages...only d happy stuff n d eating stuff is posted..hehehee..
telling myself to be happy n postive as always...so ppl always has tis misconception dat i hv no worries..hee, rite, dat wats i want others to think so- no point mking d ppl ard u involved in my worries..many things have been happening....family stuff-i know im not doing a good job-but i aredi tried my best(im nt sure either-u cant expect me much fr me-coz im reali still wrkin on my patience...) wrk- sm ppl r realli givin me lessons of appearance and deceit,etc...at d same time,i hv aso learnt who r d ones i can trust.....actually, i reali shld hv learnt it by now..never ever be too trusting...friends-im lucky and glad dat they r by my side...
n reali, smtimes i think it's better to be kept in d dark, rather than the truth
3 comments:
its actuali q.sad to noe tt in ur eyes, im a lo sor n at times irritating person..coz to me, u r d best sis i can ever hv. n i thot we were close enuf to share problems n worries, i guess its not so afterall. god made each of us different in our own way, u prefer to keep ur probs to urself but i prefer to let it out n find someone close to speak to.. letting it out doesnt necessarily means making ppl ard u get involved in ur worries, instead it makes us understand n noe each other better, n brings us closer, at least tis is what i feel. forget abt wkg on ur patience, coz u will never be able to b patient wif me as long as u feel that u wont. loving ur family means accepting them for who they r n accepting their good n bad, even their faults. as i have said, u value ur frens more than ur family, this in my personal opinion is tt.. u take ur family for granted?? coz i noe u will never feel impatient wif ur frens even if they r as naggy n irritating as me. i duno, i may be wrong abt u..but hvg losing papa, i hv learnt to treasure my family more n not to take them for granted cos frankly speaking they wont be with u forever. likewise, we will never noe what will happen in life tmr, mayb one day u will no longer hear my nagging, will u regret then? maybe u dun treasure or love ur sis as much as ur frens, coz if u do, u will not feel irritated with her no matter what. for u u feel lucky that ur frens r by ur side, for me i feel lucky that my family is by my side till now, i guess we hv different priorities. coz i feel frenship will change or sour, but my family will always be loving me unconditionally and selflessly, n will always b there for me. time will tell and let this b left unspoken. no matter what, u will aways b my dearest n best lil sis n mama will always b my dearest mummy..
did i ever said dat u r a irritating person...i nvr even wrote anything in tis entry..so now i cant even blog issit...i would close this blog fr now onwards...
ask urself dat too..u know dat im impatient wif u..y?u like to throw silent tantrums on me veri often now..i dun even noe hw did i de zui u fr times to times....if u reali dislike me so much,i can disapear
u think dat i treasure friends more than family..if dats wat u think so-i hv nothing to say
u dont need to close your blog. i wont leave such a message on your blog again. im not referring to what u wrote in this entry. u never de zui me, and i will never dislike u, its sad that u can ever say i dislike u. i never throw silent tantrums on u, im oni in bad mood myself. sorry for leaving such comments in your blog, u can ignore or delete my above comment. thanks & sorry.
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