Quotes to share, i like this :)

The only thing that stands between a person and what they want in life is the will to try it & the faith to believe it possible- Rich Devos

Many things will catch your eye, but a few will catch your heart..pursue those.

Inch by inch, Life's a cinch. Yard by yard Life is hard

i'm exhausted

i'm exhausted, tired,etc......it seems to be ages since i last wrote in here...or mayb time just passes too slowly for me nowadays...lunch time in office nw, every1 is out for lunch except me...since wrkin here-i hv been lazy to walk out for lunch...gd in a sense-save $$ n save energy

im realli tired now...it's not only u who is going thru all this, everyone in our family too---mama n cousins, ur friends etc...i duno when r u goin to stop tormenting urself-it's nt d end of d world..(u saying dat im nt d one who is facing it so of coz i dun understand)..so wat do u wan me to do..to cry everday wif u as if it's d end of d world... u r not fighting against a terminal disease..think of d ppl less fortunate than u, rather than of d ppl who r luckier than u....if you continue such a negative mindset-wat else can we do?? i know u r scared of surgery..who wld want to go thru surgery..but if there's no other alternatives....no other way but to face it

Thoughts for the day...

i came across this words from a book..i find it so true

You don't find happiness in the absence of problems.
You find it in spite of your problems.

Assume that every problem in your life is a lesson to make you stronger. Then you never feel like a victim.

Positive thinkers have the habit of picturing what they want, not what they fear! What you think is what you get.

The key to happiness is to appreciate what you already got.

Excerpt from Andrew Matthew's Happiness now.

i'm helpless nw

im so tired of everything now....good times & bad times can just happen in a moment of difference...we were still happily enjoying 'xiao long bao' last mon, then everything changes..i duno hw to console ppl, i duno hw to b a listening ear, ...u r goin thru bad times...same with us...u r not alone,ok...but i realli duno wat to do anymore- i sounds irritated, nt becoz i find u irritating- im juz angry wif how things r.....can we all juz keep a positive mindset in life

Hippo-mei & her indulgences

Dinner @ Din Tai Feng on Mon nite

CNY Leave

so hw did i spent my cny..haha...d only word to describe: 'shiok' -of coz not becoz i luv cny dat much..i cant b bothered abt cny anyway-it's juz an excuse for me to shop for clothes,bags,shoes coz we are suppposed to wear everything new (keke,dat's d best thing abt d festival)

wat is shiok is the no.of days away fr wrk..haha 9 days in total...2 wkends + cny holi+3 days of leave...wow..enuff to go away le..but i didnt --not allow to go away in cny-muz visit relatives-sianzzz

so juz lazing away, slacking away, go visiting (ppl & dogs-of coz i think sumo & coco is more entertaining oopsss), go to movies, go shopping, go spending so much time in front of d tv screen, eat so much cny goodies, go buffet,etc...duno wat else i did-cant rem

Pre-CNY gathering/munchies

keke..we r chinese ok..so shldnt just hv xmas gatherings, nw we hv pre-cny parties too..tried to think of all cny food- but smhow our food nt dat 'chinese'..we had beehoon, chicken wings, sushi, char siew/siew rou, peiking duck rolls (yum yum)- n d most distinctive cny dish-yusheng.. & our yusheng was definately unique..hahaha..coz it's w/o vege-only have d fillings...so funny!! and of course-the centre of attraction was nt food, but baby mikaela of coz :)

'Star-glazing"

went tvb stars glazing...but didnt tk many pics-even when we were standing within a arms length in d hotel

Sudden cravings satisfied at Tian Jin Restaurant

hee, we were desperate for 'guo tie' & 'cha jiang mian'...sudden cravings & alicia was so scared that we would go there w/o her..haha- of coz we wait for her- it's her fav cha jiang mian since young

Dinner n IceCream to mark the beginning of 2010

Can't really remember when was this..prob the 1st sat of January..wif sis n irene @ MOF...wow-we ate quite alot

Last tea session of 2009

high tea set at TCC..yum yum..super appetizing

End of 2009

i don't want to end 2009 with all these bickers, unhappiness etc...so i should end this year's blog with showers of blessing fr xmas just last week......food, laughter, presents, n baby lele who always never fails to brighten up our life

n talking abt tis unhappiness, it's nt entirely my fault in d 1st place..im nt d one who ignite d fire..it's juz start to blown up smhow..im being defensive..dat's a natural reaction...i sounds hurting, u do too...so full stop for now >>>>>

and to d end of 2009 at wrk, end of relax mood, coz my wrk is beginning to pile up...oops...off to fin my statistics for d mth....go go go

Xmas Gathering/Feast/Gift Exchange n Superstar Baby Mikaela :)

Desserts at 2AM Bar on Xmas Eve

Desserts fr 2am bar...this is not all dat we ate...d rest of d pix seems to dark to be seen..quality desserts with unique & exotic taste displayed like pieces of art...worth going again despite d hefty prices.

I just want to forget everything!!!

im tired of all this..im sick of all this....juz forget everything...i dun even know wat went wrong...i thot everything was back to normal aft dat previous argument in nov..so now it's back again..i thot we were enjoying chipmunks..n then it went back to d cycles again........juz forget it for now..n i hope d cycle wont cm bk again

What do you want me to do???

i shouldnt be writing this at wrk..but i cant concentrate anymore tis few days-i dun even know what im doing...

do you actually know that we are hurting becoz u r hurting....u have been saying dat i take my family for granted, my priority is with friends-nt family...actually i dun understand wat makes u think so....

u thot dat we were close enuf to share problems n worries...am i ever d sort to share problems with ppl..im always d type dat prefer to keep everything to myself....i cant help it..but tis has been it since young...yes-it's true dat letting it out doesnt necessarily means making ppl ard u get involved in ur worries, instead it makes us understand n noe each other better, but u r not letting it all out-i still think dat u r not letting it out completely

you only know hw to say i value my frens more than family, everytime u say this-i would juz cry nonstop...please stop repeating tis ever n ever again...i take my family for granted....u reali think dat way....before dat-why don't u ask urself too--is ur priority reali on us all d time in ur whole life? who was d one who always stay out in d weekends,coming hm in d wee hours-or not even cming back at all- who was d one who values her friends so much & always going holidays with them so many times per year....and please before u start to misunderstood me again-im nt blaming anyone or complaining-i just want u to think if u are so right in saying dat i take my family for granted

but hvg losing papa, u hv learnt to treasure ur family more n not to take them for granted cos frankly speaking they wont be with u forever. do u think u r d only one who was so affected with papa leaving us...please y dun u think of me oso, n even mama- i was only 12 dat time- d impact was so negative on me dat i was under supervision wif counselors...i dun think any one of u know dat in fact...im different fr u coz u grow up wif both papa n mama....n since young-im used to coming back to a empty house-opening d doors myself & doing things on my own...n for u, u seldom even use ur house keys,coz u nvr ever cm back to a empty house...dat is d difference between both of us- hw we grow up, how we handle matters & hw we handle our troubles..so dun ever say dat family is nt impt to me juz becoz u dont see me showing any concern on d surface

i wrote dat i felt lucky dat my frends were by my side..n u saying dat u r more glad dat family is by ur side.....goodness me..i say dat im glad my friends r by my sides DO NOT MEAN THAT I DON CARE IF MY FAMILY IS BY MY SIDE...don't u think u have been super senstive this few months, and always misunderstanding wat i meant.. tis is d reasons why we had so many quarrels or aguments tis few months

so please,do not think that i don't care about my sis...don't u know y i beginning to think dat my sis dislike me-ur behaviour seems so,ur attitude to me seems so

supper @ haagen dasz

Outing with Mikaela again..yeah

another of our cousins' gathering n outing wif baby lele..we r goin to d buffet at grand corpthorne waterfront hotel..haha-which is so near our plc...we dun nd any transport juz our feet..lol...i find d food ok only-but they do hv a variety..bak kut teh, claypot rice, soft shell crabs, my fav sashimi,etc...

aft d buffet..we convince leng to bring lele wif us to GWC to do some xmas shopping..haha, all of us couldnt bear to let lele go home...lol